Get Over It

Sometimes I let my shyness get the best of me. But I can't turn back now. I'm sitting back stage getting ready but I can't seem to calm my nerves at all. I'm pacing every where around the room. When the finally say Sasha were ready for you I'm going to want to pee my pants. Well at least I'm at the verge of doing it. Sasha! Elle calls.

Are you nerves? Are you okay? what out letting me get a word out she continues on. Well you must not be okay Sasha your sweating very bad. I mean the sweat on your forehead is enough to fill a whole bath tub. I couldn't help but to stop in the middle of my pacing and walk up to the mirror and look. She was right. I whipped the sweat off my head and continue to pace.

Until a lady with brown hair came around the corner and said Sasha were ready for you sweet heart. I start to breath heavily but than slowed it down. I looked at Elle and she has no sympathy for anyone all she said was get over it. So I did when I got up on stage I sung my heart out. When I was finished the room was full with cheering and screaming. It felt so good i wanted to go up again. Honestly I don't know why I was so scared but now I'm not. That moment I got over my stage fright.

I am very passionate about myself. I love my self and I  love taking pictures of myself. In other wards i am conceited. I can look in the mirror all day long if I wanted to. Also i can take a lot of pictures when my hair is done.If I wanted to I could leave my hair out because it has no type of bounce in it. It just falls all the time or at lest it can be somewhat poofy but I still don't like it. Don't get me wrong I love my long pretty brown hair but it gets boring. you can try as many products as you want and it still wont give me that look that I want. Eventually I will get it right. I mean what can a black girl do with her hair?

Welcome to Sara Jessica's blog I am a student at School Of The Arts. I am in the 9th grade so i only have three years of high school left. I tend to use this blog to talk about my crazy whacky adventures at S.O.T.A. I take a creative writing class here and I'm pretty sure this blog will help me learn to express my self in many ways. I hope you guys like it. Enjoy!!!!!